Walk Away

Oh no- here comes that sound again.
And that means another day without you my friend.
And it hurts me to look into the mirror at myself.
And it hurts even more to have to be with somebody else.

And it's so hard to do and so easy to say.
But sometimes - sometimes,
you just have to walk away - walk away.

With so many people to love in my life, why do I worry about one?
But you put the happy in my ness, you put the good times into my fun.

And it's so hard to do and so easy to say.
But sometimes - sometimes,
you just have to walk away - walk away and head for the door.

We've tried the goodbye so many days.
We walk in the same direction so that we could never stray.
They say if you love somebody than you have got to set them free,
but I would rather be locked to you than live in this pain and misery.
They say time will make all this go away,
but it's time that has taken my tomorrows and turned them into yesterdays.
And once again that rising sun is droppin' on down
And once again, you my friend, are nowhere to be found.

And it's so hard to do and so easy to say.
But sometimes, sometimes you just have to walk away, walk away and head for the door.
You just walk away - walk away - walk away.
You just walk away, walk on, turn and head for the door.

QWERTY

Today I'm not really sure what kind of mood I'm in. Few more days to go.. wonder how it's gonna go down. Oh, and I'm listening to Rockstar by Nickelback, love this song.. It's been a while since I've heard from either of them. Gotta say I miss them both, but what to do. About 5 days, then we'll see what's up. I have realized a few things over the last 2 weeks, some good and some horrible, hopefully the "horrible" things will turn into great things, na mean?  Hm.. I bought 5 new shirts yesterday - Timberland shirts, they're fucking AWESOME. They just make me look even more fresh. Missed taking my walks 3 days in a row due to me being too lazy to wake up. I'll make up for them by walking for a longer amount of time when I actually do walk. Was thinking about taking a visit to my grandmother's grave, it'll probably be super emotional for me seeing as how she was one of the closest people to me. But it's time I pay my respect. Maybe make a few things right with my piece'o'crap father, too. And try to get some money from him.. ;) 


I love you, so much.

Okay so it is 3:25 PM, and I am currently not doing much. Just writing this post, listening to Thrice.  Today I have yet to hear from you, about a week left to go.  I'm really worried I must say - I don't know how things could've went or how they actually did go.  It's been bothering me a lot, but what can I do about it?  Not much, to be honest.  Although  I have to admit something like this is the last thing I would've expected from you or if so /ever/.  Thought maybe someone would be able to finally prove me wrong, I thought it might be YOU.  I don't know if there's still time left for me to be proven wrong, but if there is then it's gotta happen fast.  I promised that my feelings wouldn't change, and I intend on keeping that promise, but will you keep yours?  Guess we'll have to wait and see. Oh, and for those expecting other shit from my blogs, you won't be getting anything else other than my feelings or how I feel about someone/something.  I'm done for now, this post will be continued later, maybe.  Have fun not enjoying my post, and laughing at me. 

Sunrise

Sunrise to sunset I wait for you to come back to me, so we could be free. I remember when I first saw you, it was like looking at an angel. A moment I would never forget, a person I would never forget. I've loved you from the first time I laid my eyes on you. When will you realize what you've done? You went and did what you did and took away all the fun.. Now who knows if I'll ever talk to you the same way again. I really wish this never happened, but the choice was yours, but not mine. I'll think about it from time to time, hoping some day that you'd be mine.

Happy

What can I do to be happy? OMGGGGGGGGGGG